Some days I wonder what it would be like if I did not have a child.
Some days I wonder what it would be like if I did not have a child with special needs.
Some days I feel like the train I am on is more like a merry-go-round going nowhere, slowly.
Some days I feel like the dysfunction is enough to drive me insane, literally.
Then there are the days when:
I hear a new noise coming out of Quentin when I thought there were no new noises.
I hear Quentin laugh and it's one of those belly busting giggles that make me laugh.
I feel like being a mom is the most important thing that I will ever do in my life.
I feel like being Quentin's mom is the most rewarding experience I will ever have in my life.
So today I sit back and smile at the good that has come into my life and craziness that I endure and hope that tomorrow will bring the same, but maybe with a little less crazy!
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